The Day I Almost Gave Up on Writing
There was a time, not too long ago, when I nearly walked away from writing altogether. It was a gray, rainy afternoon, the kind that seems to seep into your bones and make everything feel heavy. I had just received yet another rejection email, and this one hit harder than the others. It wasn’t the first “no” I’d received, nor the last, but it felt like the final straw.
I had spent months working on a manuscript, pouring my heart and soul into every word. I believed in the story; I felt it was my best work yet. So, when the rejection came, it wasn’t just the manuscript that felt dismissed—it was me. The words from the editor, though polite, were sharp: “This doesn’t fit our needs at this time.” A simple sentence that shattered my confidence.
I remember sitting at my desk, staring blankly at the screen. I felt hollow. The self-doubt that had always lingered in the background now screamed louder than ever: “You’re not good enough. Why bother?” I considered quitting, thinking that maybe I had been deluding myself all along. Maybe writing wasn’t my calling, and I was just wasting time.
But then, something shifted. I remembered why I started writing in the first place. It wasn’t for the recognition or the accolades, but because I had stories to tell, stories that mattered to me. I thought back to the first time I put pen to paper and felt the thrill of creating something out of nothing. I recalled the joy of connecting with readers who resonated with my words, the sense of purpose it gave me.
I took a deep breath, closed my eyes, and decided to give it one more shot. I revised the manuscript, sent it out again, and kept writing, even when it felt like an uphill battle. It wasn’t easy, but slowly, things began to turn around.
That day, I almost gave up. But I didn’t. And I’m grateful for it every single day. Because if there’s one thing I’ve learned, it’s that rejection isn’t the end of the story—it’s just a plot twist on the way to something greater. To every writer out there struggling, remember this: keep going. Your story isn’t over yet.